What I did Today

1. Finished Google Meet Interview with a respective school board about a potential summer school position - hopefully will hear back tomorrow. Fingers crossed I'll get the position. It's computer science, there's not many qualified people (I'd actually be surprised if anyone else applied for it). There's also no one more qualified on a technical level than I am on that entire school board to teach this subject. Despite my previous extremes at my former jobs (extremely good teaching and extremely bad behaviours in other domains) 2. Cooked boiled veggies (Broccoli, Cauliflower, Carrot) for baby and got the baby to finger food it for herself. 3. Creative surprise discovery: realized that the CRUST on the chicken pot pie is the perfect baby carb food since it's sort of crispy and yet it melts in the mouth. Ripped off a few pieces for baby to finger (eat). 4. Kept the baby mostly fed... 2 meals of milk, and now put her back on the dining cart to eat on her own. 5. St...

Hello, words on a wall, this is me, a fabulous, imaginative and creative strange fuck. And I've fallen into a state of depression, again. The purpose of this blog is to see if I can scientifically and methodically pull myself out of depression through incrementally counting the positives and little achievements. My whole fucked up family has the habit of talk talk talk and no action, because they are all afraid of the reality of being a sore loser. My dad is terribly scared of needing to act and make a decision, carrying on with action and decision, therefore he uses his imaginative mind to elevate his sanity above the current situation so he is omnipotent to the problem and so doesn't need to solve any real problems at hand, thinking he is above all and the problems will disappear by themselves. My mom belongs in the psychiatric ward most of the times. Hard to explain, I'll post a recording of my mom's verbal blood bath at some point when and if it happens (which it de...